Carry On

I read a really good book last week. So good, I devoured it in just above 2 days.

Now, I have this longing to read something heavier, something that requires more thought. I want to read philosophy or history or maybe one of my psych books. Hmmm... maybe I'll try reading more of Nymphomania, it's a pretty good book, actually. I have some text books laying around too, maybe I'll actually really read one of them. Not only will I be getting ahead in classes for next semester, but it will help ease this desire I have to have to really think about something and process it.

I must be feeling better because I haven't had any desire to read anything, let alone something so heavy, in a very long time.

I love my LA counselor, she's amazing. She really is making this process easier and she is so encouraging that even when the scale shows little change, she manages to make me feel really great about it. Also, she's watching me like a hawk because she knows about my bad eat habits, since I told her, and she won't let me slip back into that again, which I appreciate.

And I don't want to do it, but if we don't figure out what's going on here next weekend, I'm going to have to because I can't take the extra heartache and stress from this while I'm trying to get better.

I love you all!