Me? I'm fucking pissed off.

That's right. I don't think I've ever been this mad at my mom before. She can be such a major flake of a bitch sometimes. Like today. She didn't have the balls or whatever to fucking tell me before I finally worked up the nerve to go back in that she was behind on our payments so they wouldn't be able to do anything for me. I'm fucking miserable all the time right now because of this and I just want to get back on plan and be accomplishing something and be happy with myself for a little while again and she goes and fucks it all up. Five fucking months behind! And because she was paying for mine too and my name is on it I can't start fresh by myself. I have to come up with 300 fucking dollars by Thursday or I'm fucking screwed. AHHHHHHHHH! I haven't cried in a really long time. I was doing so well with that and now I'm so fucking angry I'm crying because apparently that's what I do.

Forgive me for my bad grammar and syntax, I'm not thinking straight I'm so angry right now.